It's all in your head, for me she's between 17 and 23 years old. By the way CP with looks like that don't exist. I can go even further and say that it's damn hypocritical of you to judge others when you like porn animals. Here we are in the temple of pleasure, we don't care what you like, love, enjoy and leave me alone.
It's not real, maybe you take pleasure in watching horror movies or movies where there are just dead people (john wick and others, the bad guys often die at the end) and why you take pleasure in dead people or horror, it's because you know it's not real, so relax it's the same, not all fantasies are meant to be recreated in real life. If you don't, go to war with everyone who watches movies with dead people, that'll keep you busy.